So I haven't written in a few days. I don't have a terrific answer as to why not. I have just felt a little like a plane that is sputtering out. No energy. No inspiration. It just feels like I am working so hard to stay in the air. The plane has run out of gas and I feel a nosedive coming.
This happens to me sometimes but it is always disappointing and frustrating. I try so hard to stay focused and driven. When I do anything I am usually an 110%, Go-Go-Go girl. Whether it's my schoolwork, my kids, or this blog. But sometimes, all that just disappears. And this week, I haven't felt inspired to do more that click the like button on Facebook. And I don't want to come here to whine.
But then I thought "What the heck is my blog for?" If I can't come to it and be who I am, where I am, then what have I been doing these 200+ days? So this is where I am, who I am. Tired. Behind on my schoolwork. Avoiding my laptop like a pile of laundry. (Ironically, my laundry is done.)
So here's to a better week. If I haven't been by to visit, I should be around soon. As you can see, I haven't even been visiting my own place!